handwritten, smudges

a sexy naked big-dicked teenage boy
is sitting at his desk in his room. the door
is locked, and he is writing a list. this
is what his list looks like:

**i just want to be naked all the time.

**i just want to
lie around naked and jerk off
any time i want to.

**i want
to drink booze and smoke dope
and
play with my asshole sometimes.

**i want to love someone and be
loved by someone.

**the someone i want is gonna be
capable of
loving a guy who likes to
lie around naked and jerk off
any time he wants to,
a guy who drinks and smokes dope
and plays with
his own asshole from
time to time.

yep,
sexy naked big-dicked teenage boy sits
at his desk
writing this list
while the
rain falls outside his window,
his pubic hair wet with the
slime of his own saliva,
fingers to tongue,
fingers to pubes,
fingers
fingers
fingers.

--Carl Miller Daniels