sacs and bags

he's a very sexy young man,
muscular, athletic, relentlessly
energetic in activities sexual, intellectual,
and artistic. and certainly these activities are
a real benefit in various interpersonal relationships
during this young sexy hyper-energized time of his life.
**
and sometimes, perhaps it's during a drunken moment,
he wonders what kind of
old man he'll become. or even
if he'll become old at all.
afterall, he might
die young. ya never know. stuff
happens, don't it?
but, sometimes, in these
drunken moments, he imagines
himself  alone in his dotage,
watching his muscles shrink,
his face sag,
his fingerjoints grow arthritic. a time when
beautiful 20-something young men
are practically a different species,
who only interact with their own kind,
and
drift past him as if dwelling in another plane of existence.
**
it is then,
in these drunken moments,
thinking these drunken-moment thoughts,
that this very sexy young man suddenly rips off all
his clothes and grabs ahold of his big
thick sturdy dick, and
jerks himself off in a kind of wild furious frenzy,
and his orgasm
feels so good, so hot
sloppy and messy
good as all that hot gooey
messy cum spurts out of him, that
all other thoughts
are banished, and
just flutter away,
like dust, on a
dessert sand landscape,
bottles glinting in the
sunlight, other than
that, there's really
nothing to see, but it's all
just the
afterglow of
post-orgasm talking now, the
neo-sanctity of
impending disappointment.
**
it is then, lying there naked
on his back, his sexy chest and
belly spattered with his own viscous
smelly cum, his big thick
dick flopped against his sexy
sweaty thigh,
that
he wonders
about life, and death,
but mostly, what he wonders
is: how many minutes until my
dick gets hard again, and
i can shoot off
another great big load. then, he burps
up a booze bubble,
and giggles so sweetly,
you just want
to grab him and hug him,
perhaps pat him gently on
top of his head, and speak words
of gentle encouragement,
or something
like that anyway. people have
a way of getting distracted. happens
everyday.

--Carl Miller Daniels (2014)